i won 2 tickets in the ballot for the big day out
haven’t a clue who i would or could or should take with me
see
this is why i really should be “dating”
sean came in today and i swear he is flirty
but he told my boss that the coffee i made him was too weak (i agree it was underextracted boo boo on my behalf but the boss likes to continually fill the grind chamber and doesnt want me to toss it out go figure ) so anyways THAT made me upset and then on the way out he tells me it was too hot! (it fucken is NOT too hot) and THEN he says “see you later beautiful”
talk about mixed signals
doesnt like my coffee then calls me names!
okay so i was flattered but annoyed about the coffee thing
so back to the big day out – i have paid for 2 of the tickets and have 5 days to decide if i want 2 more
the strange thing is – i am rather self assured but i don’t have much self confidence orrrr whatever else is needed to go out with guys
i haven’t been on a date since june
i’m 26 and i’m not a whale – i don’t have a face like a half sucked mango and yet NADA i do wonder if maybe i have some hard core nasty personality but i get along with the people i work with. hmm
that being said this guy sean is the first guy i have met and actually talked to in a long while who i am actually attracted to. he’s very masculine and sexy and strong and all those good things.
who oh who will i take to the big day out
